lost in the transition.

future.

it's a big word. at least for me.

at the current state of mind, i'm terrified. i've never been so terrified before.

i've been in so many fucked up situations that no one has ever been. not my usual circle of friends at least. name it, and i've been it.

things have been getting from uncertain to very uncertain for me. i'm finding difficulties in handling people around me. fuck, i'm even finding difficulty in handling myself.

some random witch recently told my mum that a person will envy me this year. but honestly, i envy people around me. i envy people like mic who can go home, read a book, play console and sleep at 10+pm everyday.

months back, my greatest enemy was my heart. now, my greatest enemy is my neurons. both equally bad. maybe thinking too much isn't a good thing after all.