the battle of emotions

you build shields, you try your best to block the potential attacks.

but,

when your surroundings and close happenings affect you deep, manage to hurt you and break your system,

you know you're losing in the battle of emotions.

it is a long battle.

when victory seems unattainable, you fight on.

you do not give up. you can not afford to. you would be stucked beyond the realm of conscience if you do.

however,
when you win this, and if you do win this battle,
when you finally do not feel the pain,

you know you have finally won the battle of emotions..