usual but different.

as i laid down the mattress, i remembered my phone. i picked up my phone.

'gotta send a message'.

hold on, not anymore. i sighed as i placed it back to table.

i pulled my comforter and my mind started to drift away..

eyes were still wide. mind was still very awake. one of the non-intoxicated nights.

can't help but to think of the could have's and what if's. eyes were still wide open in a dark room.

"hey..look at the active panda!"

*runs to it excitedly*

as i patted it, it was very active. i turned and saw my past.

i smiled.

never thought i would have a chance to share a 'panda moment' with my past once more. i relished the short moment even though it was blurry. sharing joy is the best way to share your love.

*message tone*

"good morning.. still miss your msg tone?"

i smiled.