one of the cliches goes; you gain some, you lose some.
don't know how true is that. well, i gained something valuable, and by the looks of it, i may be losing some along the way.
the process isn't the smoothest as well. and this has been feeding myself a lot of hatred and anger unconsciously. somehow, i do not see signs of the beast crawling out of me yet. maybe it died from the last incident.
i might be down, but i've always came back stronger and usually with lot of hatred and anger.
i'll be back,.. once more.
