love of my life.

again,

woke up bugged with dreams of my entire life's entities once more. these life flashing dreams have been bugging me for months. maybe it's a sign from Him that i may have more love in my life elsewhere.

now that my love has gone buying diamond ring for his love. this may mean i would lose him but, i'm happy for him.

he fought, he waited and hopefully i'll be singing for him soon.

meanwhile,

my new love is growing stronger day by day. seeing my new love everyday in a higher frequency means i'm again stepping into a dangerous game as days go by. i've gone from green to light blue to white to gold and finally red.

on another note,

i'm thinking of going to the cells, experience it first hand and have a serious write on the life in cells. (i need feedbacks on this. drop me some comments bout it)

the monster in me is growing stronger day by day as well.