Wednesday, September 24, 2008

you.

Dear you,

How have you been? Is everything surrounds you been good to you? Are you getting along to your surroundings well?

I'm sorry that i could not be there for you whenever you needed my companion. I've tried my best to be there, give you a certain amount of time and support whenever possible. Although i must admit that the amount of time may not be enough for you. I know, it's my fault. But, i have always try to give you a certain amount of presence surprises.

You have been cold to be these days. I do not know what's wrong. I do not know when it started and where it went wrong. It was all fine before this until recently you started distancing me. Why? I wish to know. I wish to know more than the answer. I wish to know how i'll be able to fix it. How nice would it be if you could converse it to me, share your feelings and thoughts with me.

I miss you. I miss you so much. I've never wished to have a non-death separation with you. I have always thought we would be together till death do us apart. What happens to our promises?

Thanks for the wonderful time you have given me throughout these years. It was like a near-perfect dream. Everything was so beautiful and you made me fall in love like a girl again. I doubt i will be able to fall into such a wonderful dream anymore.

I wish it did not have to happen this way. In fact, i wish it did not happen at all.

I love you.




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