the day i sing infront of Aladdin.

i'm no expert in singing.

Few months ago, i found a person who sings so bad that even tables and chairs would cry.

He uses a long industrial pipe as his 'microphone'. He talks to cats and random other people who walk by. He sings by the day and goes home when the sun sets.

Although he's a goner, he enjoys doing what he does (i think). Till today, he still sings daily.

Imagination does not make fools wise, it makes them happy. and if he's happy, who are we to judge?



Lately, i've been singing as well. 1-2 years ago, i lost my singing virginity to a girl. Like a amateur i was, i sucked big time. I 'moaned' out of tune, pitching was bad, no 'frequency' or whatsoever, did not catch the right moves and the girl was disappointed.

Till today, those singing moments are still vivid in my mind. I enjoyed it even though i sucked in it.

When it seems that your life is in a chinese music clip, that's the day you're ready to sing infront of Aladdin.

and crying is not the hardest thing to do.

my love,

holding my tears is.

The Road.

Everyone has a road.

From time to time, we move along our road. Whether it's bumpy, curvy, smooth, packed or whatnot.

Not everyone or almost not everyone chooses the right road at the first attempt. Halfway through, some may change path, some may make a U-turn, or some may even stop trying.



For me, I've always lived with the concept of adapting to the road rather than finding the right road for me. So whenever i commit to a certain road, i will truly appreciate and try to take good care of it.

However, due to certain circumstances, i've changed roads few times in my life. All those times, i never wanted or was reluctant to do it. But, some of these roads that i've gone through has either abandon me or turned out to be un-drivable.

Some of these roads promised so much when i was at it. Being naive as i was, i really thought it was going to take me all the way.

It hurts so much when the road decides to come to a dead-end making me almost impossible to make a U-turn. It is almost like the situation we face when we're in a very narrow road trying to make hundreds of reverse-front movements to get the 3-point turn successful.

From now on, the road is not gonna decide my fate. Cos i'm gonna own the road, like i used to.

Turkey Man pt. 2

There used to be a time, when Turkey Man was pure, innocent, kind-hearted and loving. It was like a white piece of paper drawn and coloured with bright colours.

Colourful but not messy.

After 'that' incident, he changed. Only he knows what happened. Only he knows why he left him.

From a pure kind-hearted person, he now craves for power, money and lust. He acts like a typical selfish king controlling a kingdom. He acts cruel, mercy-less and feeling-less. He manipulates the evil system to his desire.

Many have boycotted his ways. Many have disagreed with his views. But none has dared to tell him.

Then, the person that Turkey Man left, has not given up. He had faith in Turkey Man. He knew him inside out after years living with him. He knew that Turkey Man did not born to be such evil person. It was because of certain circumstances which made him to change dramastically like that.

He will always..always be the one to give Turkey Man benefit of doubt even if the whole kingdom look at him as an evil ruler. Cause nobody will truly ever understand what it's in TM's heart and mind like he does.

*the events and characters written in this entry are purely fictional. Any similarity to any person living or dead is merely coincidental.

The Long Goodbye.

Our time spent together was so sudden, yet so real.
Our 4 months together was so short, yet so pure.
Our age gap is huge, but it did not matter.
All it matters was our love for each other.

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This post, I have to say it's our dedication from all of us (the GT gang), for the love of our legendary 'GT', Mark Chai.

You made working life feels like secondary school life where we only look forward for our 2 hours 'rehat' and all sort of nonsense activities.

You made us live freely once more. Without responsibilities and worries, even in an tension environment.

Mark, you will be deeply missed by us even though the time we shared was short.