Turkey Man.

Then,

there was a person. He lives normally. He does daily chores and satisfy self-responsibilities normally. He communicates with surroundings normally.

As he grows, he sees things. He feels things. He experiences things.

One day, he met Turkey Man. They went out. They did things together. They enjoyed their companion.

Eventually, they fell in love. They shared lives. They shared 'music video clip moments' together. They lived freely.

One day, something happened. Turkey Man behaved strangely. Turkey Man hid something from the person. They went separate ways. Turkey Man left, without a word.

The person went through a tough time wondering. He searched. He wanted to find Turkey Man. Wanted to know why. Wanted a talk, wanted a hug.

Days passed by. One day, he saw the shadows of Turkey Man. He saw the back of Turkey Man. He ran towards TM, with alot of thoughts running parallel in his mind. He hugged him from the back, tightly, without wanting to let go for even a second.

TM turned, held him and said "i'm sorry, i never wanted to leave you."

At that moment of time, he did not mind. He did not mind the lost times. He just wanted to hold TM forever.

TM held him off a sec, and said "i'm glad we're together again. Turn around for a sec and i'll show you why i went away the last time"

He did.

and, Turkey Man went missing once more.

Left him once more, in the unsound transition state of mind.

After some time, eventually, he moved on. He lives his life again, like any other people. Normally.

Till one day, same thing happened. He saw the back of Turkey Man.

Same series of actions repeated. He hugged him. TM told him to turn back. But, this time around, he turned back without letting off his hands on TM. He was determined not to lose him again.

TM said, "look. you have to believe me this time around. i had my reasons the last time. i never wanted to lose you too. if you do not want to turn, could you go talk to the person at the end of the road?"

He went without letting his eyes off the sight of TM. and when he reached the person, the guy told him to follow him to a place.

He said no. Not this time, he was really determined not to lose TM. He ran back to TM and hugged him tightly. TM said "i love you too, my dear. i'm sorry for all the sadness i've caused."

At the end, they walked down the alley together. Holding each others' hands firmly.

Just before they reached their home, Turkey Man dissappeared and never to be seen again.

*the events and characters written in this entry are purely fictional. Any similarity to any person living or dead is merely coincidental.

life no more?

I was on medical leave yesterday. I've been consistently taking medical leave once every month.

and guess what i found on my desk today?



Great.

I lost part of my life and now i'm losing my source of income.





Opened it and it was surprising i have to say. Hopefully,..

just hopefully... some elements in my life could surprise me in such a way.

the great depression.

It happened years ago. It is happening now again. Many could not identify the causes of the breakdown, neither the great depression or the current crisis.

Assumptions are made. But, only the affected parties will truly understand.

I can't either. I just don't know why. I ask 'the' question everyday and yet to find the answer.

Phenomenons these days just do not have a clear cause. Being as fragile as me, I've been finding it hard to coop with the crisis. Yes, i'm on the verge of breaking down if i'm not already.

Better days will come, i hope.

And i pray, for a person to guide me through this tough time. Be it the old guide or a newer guide, i wish i'll be able to see the light at the end of the tunnel once more with the guidance.